One thing I missed the most is blogging. Yes. This is really official.
I.am.officially.back.to.business.
How's everyone? Me? I am fine. We (my family and I) are trying to be okay. We are trying to cope up with life.
Earlier
this year, January to be exact, Daddy passed away. It is so sudden
that even if I am not close to him, I am still affected. Not to the
point that I cry every night though. There is this guilt feeling and
emptiness. Yes we do fight a lot, and I mean, A LOT! That's probably why
I miss him too. It's so quiet here at home that I miss his presence.
Sorry
dad. I am really sorry. It is really true that you will never know what
you got until it is gone. I just hope, that wherever you are right now,
may God guide you to the light you have hoped for. We will always
remember you in good times and bad. We love you. I know you know that
Johann misses you. He is just so brave to handle and know that you are
gone to heaven with Papa Jesus. But he always remembers you.
We love you daddy.
It
is not easy to say goodbye especially when you never got the chance to
say sorry nor say you love them. But for me, it is still never too late.
I know that even if Daddy has passed away already, he sees us and knows
for sure how sorry we are for ignoring him before. Deep inside I know
he knows we love him and that we are grateful for having him as my
father, Johann's lolo and mommy's husband.